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Hi orange juice! *Just a random name I thought of cause I'm drinking orange juice now ha*

Anyway, I'm eating my lunch now while blogging because I had to!!!

 I was sooooooooooooo freaking sad and kept crying in the morning when bf told me that he's confirmed going to Aus.... His family were all talking about it the past few days, but I kept telling myself that no, it's not true, no way bf is going to leave me just like that... BUT TODAY, I can't control and just kept crying like mad alone LOL Although it's only for 2 years, but 2 year is so long to me... Bf and I don't leave each other for more than 24 hours... How are we going to survive in this 2 year, omgosh no... I'm so not prepared.. 

Bf asked me along too, but one part of me can't bear to part with my family too... I also knew that my father most probably won't allow me to go cause he's one of the very very protective dad on earth haha, which makes me even sadder.. Asked my mom and I knew she disapprove it cause she kept skipping topic... My dad is coming home tonight and I'm going to ask him later at night but I'm sooooo impatient that I whatsapped him straight away and GUESS WHAT!? HE SAID YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!! FUCK YEAH, I'm so happy just now, I'M ON CLOUD 9 MAN! But I'm still unsure if he really meant it so..... I HOPE IT IS!

I'm heading out later to meet my sis and head to my ahma's house to wait for my dad to be home, so excited and happy to see him!!!!! Can't wait! Miss him so much..

Oh and like about 2 more weeks to Olevel so I'm going to study soon. Shall stop here now, bye :-) 

Hectic

Hello Pixies! Blogging now just because I feels like.

 O levels are just about 28 days away... To be honest,  I have no confidence at all. What makes me so motivated? It's because I want to be on stage when I get my result. When I was looking at those pupils taking their results last year, I was so proud of them. I want to be like them to and prove those people that called me a bimbo wrong. Many people had seen me changed, that Rachel who always sleep during lesson had become that Rachel who started doing her work even during recess time.(Ok la, only for some lesson I'm still sleeping, because its soooooo boring, I know I know, you guys feel me haha.) 

Had been skipping school lately because I'm down with a slight fever and insomnia which makes me sleep during the time I should wake up???? This sucks.... Too stressed out. Enough of school, it only scares me.

A collage of silly photos with my precious. The guy that is always with me, that listens to my rants and act stupid with me. Having him and my family is just enough for me. I really can't differentiate friends that are true to me or not. I stopped trying to be a good friend to someone who doesn't treat me as a good friend. Everyone seems so fake to me, I can't trust anyone except for my fam, bf and bff. Glad to have them. 

Bf and I have a date maybe on Saturday, and he suggested that we shall go all around Singapore to eat those famous food, so can anyone suggest any place that has nice and yummy food :D This is like one of his suggestions I find it good because all he wanna do is play pool and mahjong!!! *BORING BF* So leave me some suggestions on ask.fm :D

I am thinking if whether I should cut my hair into shoulder length and bangs................. I rly don't know. But whatever, no time to think about my hair also!!!! It's gonna be a busy busy year.

Oh anyway, I just updated my phone to IOS 7... and it's like okay lor, why are people so impressed about it??? 

Sorry but I gotta end this post abruptly, I guess I'm just gonna go study.... I seriously have no life. LOL

Signing off,

Rachel

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Hihihihihihihihi!!! Been so long since I last blogged because I am so lazy n busy. Decided to blog because I am so freaking scared right now as I'm at home alone and it's raining heavily outside and I kept hearing sounds. Maybe I am just too paranoid but I'm so to the extent that I started to play some church song LOL I hope bf quickly come home T_T Ok anyway, all these photos all taken yesterday featuring my floral headbands. All handmade by myself :D 

Have been going to the church for the past 2 weeks with bf's family. I am not a Catholic but i seriously enjoy going there. Yesterday I went out with bf's family for dinner at a jap restaurant, it serves buffet. The food was awesome but it was so expensive!!!!!!! Approximately $40 each person, at North point shopping centre I think, yishun there. I think the restaurant is called "Ishi mura". Anyway ya, when I was taking my food and there was this damn chao ah lian knocked onto me as if I steal her sushi. -_-" Siao zhar bor. But then, this doesn't spoil my day but I'm so happy she's so angry with me while I don't give a fuck. ^^

Life has been real bored, just 1 month + and it's my O's already.................... Supposed to be studying now but i'm too lazy... I want to sleep but I'm too scared to sleep, so I shall wait for bf to come home keke

I had so much things to blog about but I totally forgotten what so I shall end here.

Before I go, let me introduce this awesome show call "Empresses in the palace". Some huang shang show but IT WAS DAMN AWESOME. Even my bf is hooked with this show. I officially finished this show. Bf and I dreamt about the show too. If bf and myself enjoy the show, I believe both female and male will love this show, it's about jealousy at the back palace. Super awesome!

Okay zai jian le byebye :-)